This is my blog (obviously). I've been writing here on and off for years. It chronicles my life from a young married woman, to a first time mom, through my struggles with infertility to conceive my second child and beyond.
Friday, June 8, 2007
Nothing to write about so....
What time do you get up in the mornings?
During the week, 6:15, on the weekends whenever I can't shut my brain up any longer
First thoughts waking Up?
A few minutes...
Do you shower Daily?
Usually
Do you believe in Life on other planets?
I’m not arrogant enough not to.
How do you take your coffee?
I can't drink it anymore, so I drink hot tea with lots of sugar
Do you eat breakfast?
I have to.
Do you prefer sleeping alone?
I haven't done that in a long time. I like my bed-buddies
Do you smoke cigarettes?
Nope.
Have you ever burnt your hair?
maybe on accident
Do you sleep with a pillow?
yes a regular one and a throw pillow
What were your habits as a child?
finding quiet spots to make my own, daydreaming
Do you want kids?
yes
Are you an only child?
Nope, never. Not even in utero. (LOL Sis)
Do you like road trips?
Yeah,
Who are your 6 best friends?
Kelly, Chell, Angie, Adam, Mandy, my mom
Do you brush your teeth in the shower?
I never have
Do you eat leftovers?
Yep, if it’s food I like.
Do you prefer being single, or in a relationship?
In a relationship
Are you in a relationship now?
lol yeah
Have you ever cheated?
Nope.
Have you ever been cheated on?
not to my knowledge
Once a cheater, always a cheater?
not always, but the possiblity is more likely.
Pajamas or naked?
t-shirt
What do you take when you have a headache?
muscle relaxors
Roughing it or luxury hotel?
Probably luxury hotel
Beach or pool?
either
Would you give your number out to a stranger?
probably not
Ever hitchhiked?
actually yes, kind of. A friend and I had a flat tire on the interstate one night and as we were walking to a phone, a guy stopped and offered us a ride. We were reluctant, but we did it and we got lucky and he wasn't a psycho. but I wouldn't recommend it.
Ever picked up a hitchhiker?
no
Roses or daisies?
both
Do you consider yourself conceited?
I try not to be
Is your hair its original color ?
yes
Do you wear makeup?
a little
Do you eat ranch with your pizza?
No
Do you believe in God?
Yep.
Do you have a crush on anybody right now?
Yep!
Does he/she know it ?
well, marrying him probably gave him a clue
What food could you absolutely never give up?
spaghetti.
Who's your favorite cartoon? South Park
What TV. shows do you watch?
Project Runway, ANTM, What not to wear, CSI
Do you think you're attractive?
not really
Are you allergic to anything?
no.
Ever had your heart broken?
Yep.
Who was the last person to hurt you?
my dad
Who was the last person you hurt?
my dad
Do you wear socks to bed?
Bleh, no.
How do you feel about breast implants?
i don't need them, but to each his own
What kind of shampoo do you use?
pantene
Have you ever been in love?
Yes
Do you think love is real for young people?
I think it can be.
Have you ever loved somebody who didn't love you?
Yes, several people.
Black or white?
white
Say your opinion, or keep it to yourself?
depends
The snow or the sun?
both
Favt. Song at the Moment?
a song called good night by Amber Rhodes
Favt. Band?
Bowling for Soup and BNL
Favt. CD?
right now, kelly clarkson and bowling for soup
Last Movie you Watched?
no idea
Last song you sang?
"Before he cheats" by Carrie Underwood.
Do you like to dress up?
It can be fun occasionally.
How long does it take you to get ready after you get out of bed?
If I’m in a hurry, 2 minutes. If I’m not, 30 minutes.
Describe your type of dude/girl ?
sweet, funny, sensitive, caring, generous, hard working
Will you Love Him/Her?
i do
Do you really understand what Love is?
i think so
How many pairs of jeans do you have?
5 or so
Do you want to get married in a church?
i didn't
Shower in the morning or night?
I prefer night I dont' get up earlier to shower i like my sleep
Is there ever a justified reason to lie?yeah
Favorite Disney movie?
Finding Nemo
Favorite movie?
Devil wears prada
Have you already met the love of your life?
yes
Do you think you and your best friend will still be friends in 10 years?
I think so
Ever thought you were gay?
no
Are you a good girlfriend/boyfriend?
i hope so
Hats or no hats?
no hats
Do you fall for people easily?
depends
Is it hard for you to open up to people?
completely, yes
Do you watch what you eat?
I try
Is this true "an eye for an eye?"
no
"All's fair in love and war"?
no
"True love never dies"
yes
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be?
I’d lose weight.
Mom or dad?
i can't go there right now.
How long have you known your best friend?
5 years or so
What’s your favorite meal of the day?
dinner
Do you have any secrets?
Sure, everyone does.
What is your worst fear?failing
Do you play hard to get?
no
Are you hard to get?
no
Do you like the chase?
ugh
Do you use an umbrella?
not much
Night or day?
both
Republican or Democrat?
nada
Do you like our president?
no
Do you consider yourself 'nice'?
yes.
How do you want to Die?
old in my sleep
What should you be doing right now?
nothing in particular.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
My life in music
"I Love Rock 'N Roll" by Joan Jett and the Blackhearts
YAY! I can rock that one on Guitar Hero!!!
4/30/83 "Beat It" Micheal Jackson LOL oh yeah
4/30/84 "Take a Look at me now" Phil Collins. hee
4/30/85 "One more night" Phil Collins do I see a trend?
4/30/86 "Addicted to Love" Robert Palmer heehee
4/30/87 "Died in your arms" Cutting Crew Right on
4/30/88 "Where do Broken Hearts Go?" Whitney Houstan Ohh I likey
4/30/89 "Like a prayer" Madonna LOVE
4/30/90 "Nothing Compares" Sinead O'Connor LOL
4/30/91 "Baby Baby" Amy Grant
4/30/92 "Jump" Kris Kross LMAO
4/30/93 "Freak Me" Silk Uh what?
4/30/94 "Bump N Grind" R Kelly :-P
4/30/95 "This is how we do it" Montell Jordan
4/30/96 "Always be my baby" Mariah Carey I loved that song
4/30/97 "Hypnotize" the notorious BIG
4/30/98 "Too Close" Next
4/30/99 "No Scrubs" TLC lol
4/30/00 "Maria Maria" by Santana
4/30/01 "All for you" Janet Jackson
4/30/02 "Foolish" Ashanti
4/30/03 "In Da Club" 50 Cent
4/30/05 "Yeah" Usher
4/30/06 "Bad Day" Danial Powter
My wedding day 7/17/04 "Burn" by Usher eh ok. He's hot.
7/19/02 Met my hubby "Hot in Here" Nelly. Don't love it, but that's kinda funny
So weird. Try it out on thisdayinmusic.com
Monday, May 21, 2007
8 things etc
8 Things, Etc.
Doppelganger Thanks! I'm stealing this from doppleganger and My sissy.
- I'm stealing my sister's number one things too. Cause i did it too. I actually dressed up as the cartoon character "Arthur the Anteater" and made apperances at local Target's. Big padded head and all. Yeah it sucked. People hit me over the head. Never again. But I was poor and it payed pretty good.
- I have a rock that according to my husband must weigh over 100 lbs. Right now it's in my garage. It was in the front yard of the house I grew up in. They tore the house down a few years ago, so I swiped the rock. I'm going to put it in our front yard when we move to our new house :)
- I didn't learn to ride a two-wheeler until I was about 12 or tie my shoes until I was 10.
- I'm a really picky eater. I don't like chicken, steak, turkey, or most popular meat. Basically I'll eat ground beef, bacon, sausage, hot dogs (do those count as meat?), and bologna (Again, meat?).
- I have rather a sensitive system. I get sick easily, due to a low white blood cell count, I'm blind in one eye, I have a bulging disk in my neck, plus I have asthma, chronic joint pain, and digestive (no details, I'll spare you) problems. Basically, I'm falling apart
- I can't really swim. I mean, I can push off and stroke, but I can't tread water.
- I love anything artistic. I've tried my hand at sewing, interior design, painting, jewelry making, drawing, and writing. I also love singing and theater. I would also love to study photography.
- I'm 25 and I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. As previously stated, I love the arts, but I'm not good enough at any of them to make a living. At this point, I'd love to be a stay at home mom once I have kids, but again, it doesn't pay the bills.
I love Inside the Actor's Studio Here's that survey from the end (you know, the one by Ber-nard Pe-VOT. I love James Lipton.)
What is your favorite word?
"Bulbous" because my twin says it in the most ridiculous way that always makes me crack up
What is your least favorite word?
I hate the word "cunt". so darogatory. yeah I can't spell.
What is your favorite curse word?
fuck. It has a high impact and when I use it, I get funny looks, cause I mostly come off as super polite and stuff. If someone doesn't know me that well, it kinda suprises them
What sound or noise do you love?
my dog's bark. She's a beagle and she half howls. It's so funny. I also love belly laughs, soft music, and rain.
What sound or noise do you hate?
screaming of any kind.
What turns you on or excites you?
really sweet, thoughful gestures
What turns you off?
ignorance
What profession other than yours would you like to attempt?
If I could do anything, I'd love to be a singer
What profession other than yours would you not like to attempt?
Garbage collector. Not fun.
And finally, if Heaven exists, what would you like to hear God say when you arrive at the Pearly Gates?
"You did your best. Welcome home."
If you've read this, consider yourself tagged for one or both!
Friday, May 11, 2007
DJ in my brain
My Immortal by Evanessence--Speaks to my ability to feel so deeply about just about everything, whether I want to or not.
Behind these Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson--We all hide things, we all put on a show
The Change by Garth Brooks--Reminds me that just trying to help makes a difference.
The Sweater Song by Wheezer--Yeah I know, weird. But it says something to me. Resiliance
Breathe by Anna Nalick--"These mistakes you make, you'll just make them again if you only try turning around." Nuff said, for me.
Broken Wing by Martina McBride--Another one about resiliance, and the strength of the seemingly weak
Winter by Tori Amos--One of my favs. Talks to me a lot about growing up and stepping into adulthood
Perfect by Alanis Morrisette--We can't ever be perfect, or please everyone. I have to remind myself that a lot.
Monday, April 30, 2007
Birthday Bomb
Monday, April 16, 2007
GRRRR
You seem to be following me. Just last week I was caught behind you on a stretch of road clear on the south side of town! And today there you were, puttering just ahead of me, going 25 in a 40. At first I didn't recognize you--you were wearing a hat, which fooled me into thinking you were a very short man. But no, it was you with your clunky car and your tell-tale handicap license plate. I am sure you are a very nice lady. I'm sure your grandchildren and your great-grandchildren adore you. I am sure you bake wonderful cookies. But I have to tell you...
YOU SUCK! YOU CANNOT DRIVE! AND WHEN I CAN FINALLY GET AROUND YOU, YOU CAN'T QUITE DECIDE WHICH LANE IS BEST! AND ONCE YOU DO YOU HAVE TO REACH UP (YES UP) TO REACH THE TURN SIGNAL TO TELL ME THAT IN ABOUT A MILE YOU JUST MIGHT MOVE OVER!!!
Anyone have any connections to the BMV? Who can I talk to? I mean, I wasn't legally allowed to drive by myself until I was 16. Why isn't there a maximum age? I'm not asking too much, just that the person you are giving a license to is less than 80 years old and more than 4 feet tall (excluding little people, who have come up with some great ways to allow them to see over the wheel and reach the pedals at the same time, even though shrinking old people refuse to use them to thier advantange)
If I get stuck behind one more old fart, I just might...I don't know...write another ranting that no one will read.
And another thing. Semis. I happen to work in an industrial area. So I am forever getting stuck behind semis. On one lane roads. For miles and miles. It's a part of working where I work. But when the damn semi sees me coming, less than 1/4 mile away and swings out right in front of me, causing me to slam on my breaks in order to not discover what is underneath a semi truck, I no likey. And I have rights to say this. My father drives a semi. And not particularly well, I must add. He tends to hit things and speed. In a semi that probably weights several tons. He even took a 14 foot trailer under a 12 foot bridge once. Or attempted too, actually. I've riden with him, I know how long it takes for a semi to get up to speed. So you would think they could exercise a little restraint. Especially WHEN THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NO ONE BEHIND ME AND HE TOTALLY COULD WAIT UNTIL I PASS BEFORE PULLING HIS ANNOYINGLY LARGE ASS ONTO THE ROAD.
*end rant*